Boy, time just seems to be flying by lately! I thought I
should probably post a brief update about my fledgling
experiment to create a bit of artwork everyday.
So, here’s a recap. Day #1 was
the squirrel sketch
I already posted.
On Day #2, I found an old drawing tool — a plastic
template for drawing common geometric shapes (emblazoned
with the catchy name “The Geometer”!). I
thought it might be interesting to create a wildlife image
entirely from this preset selection of ovals, triangles,
squares and whatnot. Not sure if it translates or not, but
the finished drawing is supposed to be a juvenile Great
Horned Owl among some Eucalyptus’ leaves and
flowers… in a very abstract way, of course.
Then, on Day #3, I totally forgot to do anything. Yup!
That’s how crazy my head has been lately…
three days in and I just completely spaced out. (In my
defense, my husband returned home from Australia early
that morning, then we went to a late breakfast, then I
went out with my sisters-in-law to pick out bridesmaid
dresses, then I came home, changed, and went back out
again to have dinner with some relatives at my
parent’s house. So… by the time I got home and
finished putting up
this blog post, I think my brain had just about had it for the day.)
Day #4 was a simple feather. I probably like this one the
best.
Days #5 and #6 had a botanical theme. First a grape leaf
and a few vines. Then, some lupine leaves, stems and
flowers.
Finally, today, I decided to just let my mind wander for
#7. Perhaps not the best idea! This started out as a stink
bug (Family:Pentatomidae), but mutated into some sort of insect ghost rising up
from a small collection vial.
Hah! Don’t ask me!! It certainly wasn’t what
I set out to draw… it just sort of happened along
the way.
The same friend who inspired this project in the first
place asked me the other day how it was
“going”. I wasn’t really sure what to
say. Truthfully, it hasn’t felt like as much fun as
I had hoped it might be. It’s felt a bit more like
homework than play. After sitting for awhile and thinking
about why that might be, I’ve got a few thoughts.
First, I’m still really hung up on making something
GOOD. (I put the word in all caps so that it feels as
weighty here on the page as it does in my head.) The adult
in me simply hasn’t stepped aside yet and let the
kid come out to really let loose and explore.
Embarrassingly, I even found myself cheating a little
bit… A couple times, if I started a drawing and
didn’t like where it was headed, I’d quickly
turn to a fresh page and say —
“OK, the fifteen minutes actually starts…
NOW!” I know there was no rule against doing that per se, but
it goes against the notion of just accepting whatever
comes in the moment and going with it. Also, I think it
would have been better to start with a medium that is less
constricting than a ballpoint pen. Charcoal? Watercolors?
Oils? Clay? Finger paints? I’m not sure yet…
but something with color and something that lets me get a
little messy and go a bit more crazy if I want.
I have to keep reminding myself that the purpose of all of
this was to reconnect with my childhood self. Fewer
hang-ups. Fewer preconceived expectations. More joy. Much
much more joy. I figure if I can just get to that place,
the GOOD stuff will follow. I’ll share another
update in a week or so….